apparently i know how jeremy felt when he rode the bus,

though jeremy is not a real character,

but the feelings are for real.

experienced it just now,

my mind flail here and there, back and forth,

suddenly tears rolled down.

wiped it away,

but then here they go again.

there are people in there,

lucky they dont know me..

lucky they didnt actually see me, i hope..

just what the heck is wrong with me?